....so let me tell you about being pregnant and how it totally blows goats.
I feel sick constantly. I wake up feeling hungry and empty. I eat something for breakfast (usually just toast with peanut butter, since dairy, fruit, eggs and most meats make me feel awful). After breakfast I eat a Flinstones vitamin (since the prenatal viatamins also make me throw up). Then I go to work. I get on the bus where I try not to look out the window and I can't read and I try to crochet, but all of these activities make me sick.
Then I get to work, where I sit at my desk and attempt to work, even though by 10 am I am starving again (yesterday I ate a footlong Subway, a small bag of Sunchips and ahuge bag of Quaker Quakes, all between 10am and 1pm). By 2pm I feel like dying. I am so tired and by now my stomach is upset again and I feel like dying.
At 5:30 I go home. I walk two blocks to the bus (this makes me feel sick). I ride the bus (this makes me feel sick). I walk 2 blocks home from the bus (this makes me feel sick). I lay on the couch and thank the good lord for big soft couches. I wait for Butch to come home. He gets home and I tell him how I feel like ass and he should go get himself some food and eat it whereever he gets it and not bring it in the house, because the smell will make me yack.
By 8pm I am starving so I eat something like crackers or shortbread cookies or a potato (I eat the butter, then pray that it doesn't make me sick). Sometimes I eat a real meal, however, not one that I cook, because I am so fucking tired that I can't imagine standing by the stove. Real meals are great things and it usually only takes 20 mins or so before I feel like ass again.
Anyway, that is how my days go, don't tell me it will get better, because I know it will. In like a month. But right now I starve and try not to puke and bitch and moan.
It's the most special time of my life.
Current Mood: 
nauseated
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